I Don't Feel Alive letra

Skin and bones, stomach aches
Lucid dreams, hold my breath
When I'm wide awake
Connecticut, dissociate
Maybe I should buy a house
In a town upstate

If I could, I'd wake myself up when I am somebody that I'm proud of

I'm getting undressed for my lover
And praying she don't hate all my skin like I do
I'm reading books and drinking coffee
Stepping on a scale I keep in the bathroom
The water goes downhill, and still
I swim against the current with two arms that cannot fly
And I don't feel alive, no, I don't feel alive

Telehealth, TV episodes
Swallow seeds, but the fruit never seems to grow
Validate, what I know
What I believe in and everywhere I wanna go

If I could, I'd wake myself up when I am somebody that I'm proud of

I'm paying three different psychologists
Trying to remember who I told what story to
I'm writing feelings in a journal
'Cause that’s what people who have their shit together seem to do
The water goes downhill, and still
I swim against the current with two arms that cannot fly
And I don't feel alive, no, I don't feel alive

I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my
I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my lungs

I'm learning how to set my boundaries
How to have compassion for myself and for my mind
I'm turning off my fucking cell phone
And trying to have honest conversations in real life
The water goes downhill, and still
I swim against the current with two arms that cannot fly
And I don't feel alive, no, I don't feel alive

I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my
I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my
I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my
I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my lungs

Chelsea Cutler - Letras

• AF1s
• Are You Listening
• Calling All Angels (feat. Quinn XCII)
• Cold Showers
• Crazier Things
• Deathbed
• Deserve This
• Devil On My Shoulder
• Easy
• Evil
• Forever
• Giving Up Ground (feat. Quinn XCII)
• Growing Up Is Hard
• Hell
• Hold Me While It’s Ending (feat. Matt Maeson)
• Hotel June
• How To Be Human
• Hunting Season
• I Don't Feel Alive
• I Miss You
• I Should Let You Go
• I Was In Heaven
• If I Hadn't Met You
• If Not Yours
• Let Me Down (feat. Quinn XCII)
• Lonely Alone
• Love You More
• Loved By You
• Lucky
• Lucky (feat. Alexander 23)
• Marlboro Lights
• Men On The Moon
• New Recording 28 - Lions
• NJ
• No One Hates Me More
• Red Flags
• Sad Tonight
• Scripts
• Sixteen
• Sleeping With Roses
• Snow In October
• Somebody Else Will Get Your Eyes
• Someone Else's Heaven
• Something More
• Sometimes
• Stay Anything
• Stay Anything
• Strangers Again
• Summer Love
• The Human Condition
• The Lifeboat's Empty
• The Reason
• the stars
• The Way You Love Me
• Three Words Away
• Too Much I Miss You (feat. TYLERxCORDY)
• Under
• Wake Up
• Walk Me Home (feat. Said The Sky & ILLENIUM)
• Walking Away
• Water On The Bridge
• What Everybody Wants
• What Would It Take
• When I Close My Eyes
• Without You
• You Are Losing Me
• You Can Have It
• You Don’t Think About Me At All
• You Make Me
• You Were Good To Me (feat. Jeremy Zucker)
• You're Gonna Miss This
• You're Not Missing Me
• You’re All I Ever Dreamed Of
• Your Bones
• Your Shirt